Little help from many anon friends

So the group of people I have been along side for the best part of a month now and yes it’s under anon as many already know from my previous blogs , I was looking to find a away of holding chronic pain at bay.
https://www.facebook.com/groups/484738028369050/

So have been involved since Jan 2016 and have seen the good and bad of what people are making of this group and all I can say is that it’s taken time to get up and running but hopefully as a collective we can build on to make this really happen by helping people like myself and people with any issue where this helps people that has no hope of getting help from the medical side.

Or even the law when comes to that!!! Because of big pharma!!!

There is recommendations going forward in April from the government here in Scotland but when and if this will happen!!! And doesn’t help people in need now!!!!

So it’s not been easy for the people that’s been involved from the start and Dons life for the past 8 months or more from the start even getting death threats over this!! I personally haven’t but as said before I didn’t just expect to donate a small amount and wait to see if it came. I realized this was a group thing and we all had to pull together!!! Against all odds and at end of the day I only want peace from chronic pain and others to have the same..

I am so sick of this happening

And when unwell I don’t want to be trailing the streets looking for it one I couldn’t and second I don’t want any of my friendships strained just because asking them to get it’s a stupid way to live your life. Not that I have lost friend over it but they see how much in pain I need it and how the 14 years of my life was all about big pharma & medical issues which I may still suffer but not half as bad as I did when pumped full of medication that didn’t even work!!!

So why shouldn’t I have the right to choose what’s helping me live my life and even give back to society at the same time. I have had this idea but that’s it no money to throw behind this and I know how much it costs to look after this, the equipment that’s needed the post the raw materials the Electric etc etc…. The list goes on. we need to come together better than the dealers and the governments

So I was one of the people that donated away back and yes this is only my first gift but I also know after being messed about from DWP for 6 months and still ongoing!!! there is only so much you can do. This service didn’t begin but it has within one month of sponsor which is more than I can say about our government and what’s going on there so if I was Don I would be very proud of what he’s started as he is himself not well and has done this to help himself and others like I was wanting to do but he’s made the start and I am very proud of what the while group has achieved against all odds. As you see from below pics I knew at every point where this was coming as Don posted on web at every point

Then today it a arrived 👌🙌❤

Going forward I think this could really work And the gift a day will come around every day and another admin working on that. We just trying to get the help any way we can suggestions or seeds anything of any kind but also those that can grow we can only have so many people registered at a time to make sure they always have something so the more growers that can put back into the group all well be used for anyone within it but also those that deal or grow could maybe donate that way not money. We all have medical issues that we are working around to so any skills you feel would help or benefit the group or even just grinders etc all would be used

Don planning many things but at the moment we concentrating on making what we have a success before anything else but I only see good. And it’s me that can document my journey to show others how it’s working. I also have had input from anon people that can’t see anything wrong with this and if anything comes to there attention they would be sure to tell me. I am sure and as of end of Feb I should have met Don as planning a meeting with him when in the area so I can’t fault anything that’s going on and I have seen every kind of scammer going and never have backed anyone like I have with this and it just need to work for everyone hopefully eventually we could open it up to those who enjoy smoking it rather than need it medically but at the moment that’s where we are concentrate on but anyone can win the gift a day. Don even hoping in the future to make it proper charity status but we really need to get our group together and get the letters etc written to various different parts needed in this kind of undertaking below is text from don for the papal donations

🍃 🌿 🍃 #anonymous #chronic #elite 🍃 🌿 🍃
🍃 🌿 🍃 🌿 🍃 🌿 🍃 🌿 🍃 🌿 🍃 🌿 🍃 🌿 🍃
We need help to send more gifts we need some support to help as u can see lots of pationts are starting to receve gifts sponsor a pationt today or donat to help get equipment or to get put in gift a day and receve some medication for your self bye simple donating
🍃 🌿 🍃 🌿 🍃 🌿 🍃 🌿 🍃 🌿 🍃 🌿 🍃 🌿
https://www.paypal.com/cgi-bin/webscr?cmd=_s-xclick&hosted_button_id=99ZP2TZNHAS52
🍃 🌿 🍃 🌿 🍃 🌿 🍃 🌿 🍃 🌿 🍃 🌿 🍃 🌿
Thanks for your support we couldent do it without your support one love peace ✌
🌿 🍃 🌿 🍃 🌿 🍃 🌿 🍃 🌿 🍃 🌿 🍃 🌿 🍃 🌿 If we all make a donation when we get our gifts it will mean a can send out one more for everyone that is receved and we will always have gifts flowing and all have medication without support. This will bot work a can’t stress anuf that we will need a hand at some point for me to continue ome love peace ✌ 🍃 🌿 🍃 🌿 🍃 🌿 🍃 🌿 🍃 🌿 🍃 🌿 🍃 🌿 🍃

And with that I have had a busy day between my own health, helping my gran get all this blogs and other group stuff done it’s nearly time for TFRand KBS

Rundown Live boys on tonight so can’t wait for 11pm 👌☺✌
So don’t mind but I going to 😉

For now peeps ❤ & ✌
#Lichtielass

Scotland…What to do,When the carers broken

So I haven’t blogged much lately as had much on but wasn’t wanting September 18th to pass without saying things that need to be put out there. It was only one year since a lot of us has our heart broken and sure I will blog about this after September over I think my life been mad this week don’t know if it’s the supermoon/ Eclipse moon👄👿!!! Driving me mental….

As once I explain this in a way that sounds right, (well i hope it sounds right So here goes…. as have said before worked all my life until 2004 then back at 2008 until April 2010… then even had to move house due to health and mobility. Was on incapacity benefit until was changed

Jan 2013 government stopped all my money with out a word infact the letter came the day after and was dated the day after then they changed all the benefits which I know was what everyone was getting done but fighting the appeals & ATOS ASSESSMENTS took its toll on me greatly and while my health was not good I like to keep busy so instead of fight the points I had 12 instead of the 15 needed for ESA, I had been looking after my gran but not officially so instead of fighting the cuts I changed to carers so I can then be there for my gran, & be busy as i can be, she had had a fall in December 2013 and was living there over the worst then… Then they asked me to look for jobs so many a week and couldn’t while looking after my gran so officially became her carer. She suffers much the same as me so knew what she was going through.
As the months went on was fine getting on with it but started to feel it bad my pain was worse I couldn’t manage my house by time I came home I was knackered from keeping her house up and care for her & more & more my gran was trying to keep me longer and longer each time. which was really starting to suffer.

Finally they got it sorted out this year, I got car so I could get about independently & further, although I pay my car weekly money was down but that was ok as long as got independent again.

But with that came pressures from family to only go up through the day, but due to illness I wasn’t getting up there staying for while then other nights I would stay so gran had company & get bin out things she wasn’t managing then another night normally Saturday. As gran was not early night person. So kept going over just under 3 years and hadn’t had a day off it was taking its toll if I had day off it was Coz I was Ill and not out the house.
Rest of the family was being kept in dark by my gran I was wanting to say to the family but I had to keep her privacy, dignity etc working in care situations i had learned that was the most important thing.

Then I tried to get help from carers, Dr, MP, social work, council etc etc but was all met with plenty of lip service but no action on helping me.

My mum, dad, & sister didn’t seem that bothered in fact they stayed away more weather it was Coz my gran wouldnt saying anything or because my dad doesn’t keep well n mum was needed there & my sister had a job and training through open uni that her job was putting her through training them to get another job & also she has a son so whatever the reason I wasn’t getting help from them nor social work, so when the Dr came to see her she was sending social work out to make sure we were both ok.

Just the other week I had told my family and Gran about changing my days as was so tired running on empty. It was exhausting. Was still going to stay two nights and come up on the other days but try and get Saturday off because I had previously changed to have Monday off but was never getting it or away early on a Friday to meet a friend it was getting hard even when trying to say nicely to my gran but she still lives in her own house with garden & wasn’t going anywhere she wanted to stay in that house I can’t blame her she’s been there for years but when she was ill the family thought she should have moved but u can’t force anyone to do anything they don’t want so I said I would try to do it so she got what she wanted.
But she was still not interested in the help social care case advice brought the other day and while speaking to them about the things I was doing for her I was told I had put a rod in my back but was also told going up evening later on and stay to the next day at 5pm it was long day then have Saturday off and back Sunday t time till Monday at 5pm. Then today wed just the afternoons but was supposed to be Thursday until night but was getting asked to go shopping on the Thursday afternoon then would go and come back…..

It was getting to much but only wanted to get gran to realize this as was becoming unwell. Friends were saying how my moods had changed over last few months and one of my good friends noticed it back 6 months ago but I kept going….

So Wednesday social work was out and basically told me to get out as she saw how much things were getting on top of me & that gran wouldn’t take any service they wanted to offer. We fell out this day and I left….
But the next day my mum adviced me to go tell her was having break off but omg it was just worse I was and am beside myself as we were very close and still will be I am sure after having a break etc but I don’t know it may never be the same I am unsure.

The main reason I am writing this is because we have to think of what kind of society here in Scotland because it’s all fregmintated into different individual people not following the chain through all of it especially when the help not been there coz my gran didn’t want services but that’s OK that’s her wish, but at the same time £60 for caring for 3 years without day off, even holiday etc we need to help people not make it harder.

My family has taken more of the role this few days as I am just broke. I have spoke with my sister and heard they haven’t been over due to them feeling pushed back from my gran, not me well maybe they thought that but my gran not telling them things has made this so much worse

I just think we have to think about this seriously we all have needs weather you old or young good health or not, everyone needs the NHS sometimes now it’s time to get help for all the many people in similar situations because you never know when it will be you in either situation.

Please comment as would love to know how others are in sane situation and how they get on in these, or maybe u have totally different way of dealing with the things that come up for this if we don’t start sharing no one will know this is even happening….

I and gran however have to build big bridges which I am sure I will, love her very much but the family shouldn’t be pushed to these limits. Not one bad argument my whole life but till now and it real hurts, u there to be for the person u love.

For now peeps ☺✌

Another reason for this is due to going back though DWP and we’ll as I said that’s no great story experience so I will document my journey this time as I head into the unknown

What job or things I can do to make my self grow as a person next…. I will just have to hope something is around the corner me maybe lead to a job totally different you never know!!!☺👌✌